I LIVE TO LOVE AND LOVE TO LIVE BUT SOMETHING IS MISSING IN MY LIFE.....I HAVE 2 BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN BUT PART OF MY HEART IS WITH GOD. I CAN'T HELP BUT TO ASK THE QUESTION WHY? WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE NOT TO BE ABLE TO KISS MY JUSTICE ROSE ON THE CHEEK EVERY DAY LIKE I DO MY OTHER CHILDREN. I PRAY TO MY BABY GIRL EVERYNIGHT BUT WHY CAN'T I HOLD HER AND TALK TO HER LIKE I HOPED FOR? I GO AND VISIT HER GRAVE EVERY SUNDAY BUT I WHY CAN'T I HOLD HER EVERYDAY?
I KNOW IT IS WRONG TO ASK WHY BUT I CAN NOT HELP BUT TO QUESTION WHY? MY WORST ENEMY DOES NOT DESERVE THIS PAIN. THE PAIN OF NEVER GETTING TO KNOW MY BABY GIRL.
ALL I CAN DO IS WAIT FOR THE DAY WHERE I WILL BE ABLE TO HOLD HER AGAIN AND SHARE THE LOVE FOR HER WITH OTHERS AND TRY TO HELP OTHERS IN THE BEST WAY I KNOW HOW.
"A Thousand Words Can't Bring You Back,
I Know Because I Tried
And Neither Can a Million Tears
I Know Because I Cried."
~Author Unknown
I am sorry hun. My little sister had to deliver her 17 wk old still borne 3 days before Thanksgiving. I don't know how it feels personally but the heartache for the loss of my nephew was so unbearable. I am here if you ever need to talk.
ReplyDeleteAshley Corbalis